I often catch myself just staring out into nothing

Often wondering what could have been

What happened; what went wrong

Why did you turn your back on me

So easily and quite terribly – – – immediately

And how almost just as instantly

I chose not to fight for you anymore

The feeling of defeat I’ve completely drowned in

Foolishly believing that the pain will disappear

With every tear, in every sob

With every sharp pierce on my heart

Growing more painful each day

Every thought of you

Reminding me of how broken I am in this pain.


Author: doreenmariaclara

I 'write' in the shower, like any normal person.

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