I have been pushed against a wall

Caught unaware, blinded

Or did I just choose to be blind?

Because I know it’s been here for some time

Yet I did not do anything

I’m not certain

But the same feeling lingers

I am hopeless, defenseless

Confused, anxious


I try to fight

But with whom?

With what?

I threw punches in the air

And hit no one, nothing

My seemingly strong might just allowed me to fall

I feel even much weaker than before

This fight is futile

I should stop now.


Author: doreenmariaclara

I 'write' in the shower, like any normal person.

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